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Between Desks [Episode Two: First Impressions]

  • Writer: Utsav Sharma
    Utsav Sharma
  • Jan 5
  • 3 min read

The first time they spoke, it was not meant to matter.

She was standing inside her boss’s room, file tucked under her arm, half-listening as schedules and targets were discussed. He walked in a moment later: unannounced, confident enough not to knock, familiar enough to belong there. She noticed him the way one notices details automatically.

Salt-and-pepper hair. Neatly trimmed. A face that suggested experience rather than urgency.

Before she could stop herself, the thought slipped out, soft, careless, meant only for the room.

“Oh,” she said lightly, “I thought you’d be… younger.”

Her boss chuckled. The air shifted.

He turned toward her then, not offended, not surprised. Just curious.

“Is that disappointment I hear?” he asked, voice calm, carrying the faintest hint of amusement.

She felt heat rise to her cheeks. “No. Just an observation.”

“Observations can be dangerous,” he said, smiling easily. “They tend to linger.”

The conversation moved on. Work resumed. Decisions were made. But something had already been set in motion.

When the meeting ended, she gathered her papers quickly, suddenly aware of herself, of how casually she had spoken, how easily he had taken it. As she stepped out, she felt his eyes on her back. Not intrusive. Just present.

She didn’t turn around.

Behind her, she sensed it anyway.

A casual smile. Unhurried. As if nothing unusual had occurred at all.

The next morning, the thought bothered her more than she expected.

It wasn’t guilt. It was precision. She didn’t like being careless, especially not with people. By mid-morning, she found an excuse to cross his path near the conference area.

“Can I steal a moment?” she asked.

“Of course.”

“I wanted to say sorry,” she said, keeping her tone professional. “For my comment yesterday. About your… appearance.”

He laughed softly. “The grey?”

“Salt and pepper,” she corrected, almost smiling herself. “It came out wrong.”

He studied her for a second before responding, choosing his words with visible care. “I’ve learned that time adds layers,” he said. “Not everyone notices them kindly. I appreciate the honesty.”

Something about the way he spoke - measured, composed, thoughtful, made her pause. She noticed how people slowed down when he talked. How attention gathered around him without effort. He didn’t dominate conversations; he guided them.

Charm, she realized, wasn’t loud.

It was restraint.

As he excused himself and walked away, she found herself watching longer than necessary. The salt-and-pepper hair no longer looked old.

It looked intentional.

That evening, the house was quiet.

Her son was asleep. Her husband was out late. She stood alone in the bedroom, slipping out of her work clothes, movements slow, absent-minded. And without invitation, her thoughts returned to him.

Not his body. Not touch.

His voice.

The calm way he held eye contact. The faint smile that suggested he always knew more than he said. She imagined what it would feel like to have his attention when no one else was listening. To be spoken to that carefully. That deliberately.

Her fingers paused at the buttons of her blouse.

She exhaled, steadying herself.

“This is nothing,” she whispered into the quiet room.

Yet as she changed into something softer, something lighter, she carried the image with her, not as an act, but as a feeling. A warmth that lingered just beneath the surface. Unnamed. Unclaimed.

Later, lying in bed, she stared at the ceiling, aware of how easily one careless remark had shifted something inside her.

Tomorrow, she told herself, things would return to normal.

Professional. Distant. Official.

But somewhere between apology and imagination, she knew the truth had already begun to settle in.

And he - calm, composed, smiling quietly, had never once stepped out of line.

That was the most dangerous part.

To be continued…

 
 
 

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